hm..........

i thnk today is e first day dat there is no new entries!!!!!

so therefore i will write :)


jc life has been full of regrets. for almost every choice i made, i regret. e other day when i was out wif alec, cant remember how we got to e topic, but he started saying something like "thot u were always one of those who goes 'council sux' but at e end of e day, it was worth it and all..."

unfortunately, i dun thnk council was worth it after all... i thnk right at e beginning, i made a choice dat i will later learn to regret... dat is, to choose council over e class... all e times go hide in council room instead of e class bench... all e times couldnt go for class outing or chalets bcos there was council.

i was out wif some of my nj frens today, and i am very grateful for our klaz. in alec's words "it could haf been better, but it could also haf been a lot worse." (oh no i thnk im starting to get obsessed wif alec......... ;S) we're small, and dat makes us a close knitted bunch. and e cliques in our klaz is rather inclusive rather den xclusive (but dat doesnt mean it isnt *sometimes* intimidating to b out alone wif u 4. and i thnk im speaking on behalf of e entire klaz :P) but we still get along pretty well.

jc is a rather turbulent (instead of laminar? erbs) time... i mean, for most of us, dat is after 4 years of forced solitude wif no contact wif e opposite gender. its supposed to b xciting n fun! even wif all da heartbreaks n stuff, but come on! datz wads suppose to happen in e 'high school' years yeah? its e norm! haha so kaori, stop being so pessimist. lol. ur entries are littered wif inserts of 'painful stuff'. well, it helps to juz tell urself half e world at ur age goes thru e same stuff u had, and after dat, its time to moVE On! (i feel like im social worker psychologist...) ah well. it works for me at least :)

i thnk at e end of e day, e one choice dat i dint regret making, is e choice to transfer to 03a11 after first three months.... make sure u all turn up for all future class outings ah! dun go flirt wif other pple. :P



btw, i juz watched alexander. uhm. i shld haf watched it wif homo. bcos e entire show was so gay! its m18 rating is one quarter bcos of female nudity, but 3/4 bcos of homo eroticism!!!! lol. alexander apparently XXX wif like how many guys, and e show was full of guy-guy kisses, guy-guy 'i love u' 'ill never leave u' blah blah...

im kinda missing yuhui's botak head. e really spiky n funky feeling when u rub his newly shaven head. lol