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sometimes i wonder if its better to lead a dull boring life with no happy and memorable moments and with no pple entering ur life and changing it. at least when u say goodbye to that phase in life, it wont be so hard, with so much pain. don u jes hate that heavy sinking feeling in ur heart when its time to part, when u know u wont get to live those good old days, and see those very pple you spent all ur days with anymore. and it might be forever before the nex reunion.. or at least a, well, very long time.